04/01/2010... I just hate my family alot and a day i will never forget what my family did to me. Why do u guys have to wack me untill i am coughing blood. Why do you guys have to treat me like a dog...
Have to endure till my work ends before i head to tan tock seng... Am already weak and they have to use a tree branch and hit my stomach oh god i cant take it please let the time run fast.....
Sunday, January 3, 2010
Jan 03/01/2010.. A day i will never forget in my entire life till i die. A day that brought my heart,soul and my story to an end. I was thinking that the new year 2010 would bring me alot joy and happiness but it wasnt true. I lost something huge in my life on this very day and that something is my dear little life. I know it was my mistake for doing alot of hurtful stuffs on this day but why god why cant you just turn the time back for me so i can make it not happen. I know my little life that i am not the perfect guy for you.
I just wanted to be that perfect guy for you and bring happiness and take care of you. I behaved like a total animal, beast, bastard towards my life and thinking every moment of it hurts me badly.
I am sorry for making u cry and laying my hands on you and it was all my mistakes that i have done and not to acheive what i wanted to give you. On that very day seeing you cry and hate me to the core really shattered my life.
Why God why do u have to take something precious away from me and turn me into a damn bloody beast towards my dear little life. She means the world to me that i dont mind enduring anything for her.
I am very sorry my little life for doing all that to you.. If there is a time which i can turn the clock or even ask for ur forgivness to be a better man towards you i will be the happiest soul ever but i know none of it can be done.
All i have to say my little one that i regret hurting you in which i have to let you go. I hope you will not hate me for life.
Lastly my little one no matter how long it is going to take i will wait and be a better man and prove to u but i know i wont have the chance to repay my sins to you.
Everyone called me a physcho including my own family but i just could not believe that my life also thinks i am one.
Take care of yourself,go in the right way, come up in your life and show the world. And lastly that guy whom u said can treasure you alot i hope he comes back to u and keep you happy. All i want to see that you are happy and smiling away not sheding a tear....
I just wanted to be that perfect guy for you and bring happiness and take care of you. I behaved like a total animal, beast, bastard towards my life and thinking every moment of it hurts me badly.
I am sorry for making u cry and laying my hands on you and it was all my mistakes that i have done and not to acheive what i wanted to give you. On that very day seeing you cry and hate me to the core really shattered my life.
Why God why do u have to take something precious away from me and turn me into a damn bloody beast towards my dear little life. She means the world to me that i dont mind enduring anything for her.
I am very sorry my little life for doing all that to you.. If there is a time which i can turn the clock or even ask for ur forgivness to be a better man towards you i will be the happiest soul ever but i know none of it can be done.
All i have to say my little one that i regret hurting you in which i have to let you go. I hope you will not hate me for life.
Lastly my little one no matter how long it is going to take i will wait and be a better man and prove to u but i know i wont have the chance to repay my sins to you.
Everyone called me a physcho including my own family but i just could not believe that my life also thinks i am one.
Take care of yourself,go in the right way, come up in your life and show the world. And lastly that guy whom u said can treasure you alot i hope he comes back to u and keep you happy. All i want to see that you are happy and smiling away not sheding a tear....
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