Tuesday, December 29, 2009

Confused...!!!!

December 30th back to work as usual sitting on my chair and just dazing off thinking over a few things.. Am just wondering what mistake did i do now that you have to start avoiding me and not wanting to spend the new year with me.. what did i exactly do my little one was it my fault that my company delayed my pay towards the following week. I didnt do it on purpose and you know how i felt when they told me that. I just sat on my chair and thinking why must all this happen. Do you know how much i wanted to make u smile and blush for the new yr but its going down the drain. All i could do now is just sit on my chair with pain in my heart and just let my tears shed for all this shit. Do i deserve all this god... I just wanted to keep my little one happy every single min or seconds.

Can you answer me god why did u bring an angel into my life but not allowing me to shower my love for her. All i asked for is someone to love me and for me to shower the love back to the person, you gave me the person but you didnt give me anything else to shower that person back with love.

Is money really that important in life that without money no one is willing to be near u.. All i am asking now god is for some miracle to happen to make my little angel smile.... please guide me through this i am totally lost.....

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